broken Camilla
Waking again, don’t know why
Its far too still tonight round my bed shadows fall
Thinking of you, where you are and how it got this far, wondering
when you might call
Tired and so alone, I ignore the TV drone every heart beat turns toward the telephone
You’re in my mind, in my dreams I’m cursed or so it seems don’t know where to take flight
Always the same old doubt and it turns me inside out its so hard to walk away try as I might
Cuz I’m broken inside pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know all of the flaws I keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can I do hoping to find a way to see through
A break in sky, to get through the night discover the peace I wish I knew
Painting in shades of grey sifting through the disarray can I find enough of me to make you stay…
Cuz I’m broken inside pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know all of the flaws I keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can I do hoping to find a way to see through
A break in sky, to get through the night discover the peace I wish I knew
But you, you turn the tide wash over me, come set me free
I won’t question why or try to disguise all of the things you mean to me
I’ll trust in you, what else can I do I can’t deny something so true
Look at me now, wondering how I’ll keep the peace I found with you
中文翻译（引用）
再次醒来
不知为何今夜格外安静
在我的床边，影子投射下来
想起了你，你在哪里
为什么过了这么久我还在想着你可能什么时候打来电话
疲惫而寂寞
我已经听不见电视嘲杂的声音
每次心跳都牵挂着电话
你在我的心中我的梦中
我像被诅咒了,找不到解脱
总是一样的怀疑,让我疲惫不堪
离开,是如此艰难的事.
我最后的挣扎着
因为心已经变成碎片.
我不得不隐藏我们之间视而不见的裂痕
除了请你帮帮我,还能做什么
我只想找到一条路,可以让我解脱
黎明的天空,打破了黑暗的夜
让我寻找我想了解的宁静
在灰色的影子里涂色
从混乱的思绪中寻找
我能否找到足够的自我
让你留下?
因为心已经变成碎片.
我不得不隐藏我们之间视而不见的裂痕
除了请你帮帮我,还能做什么
我只想找到一条路,可以让我解脱
但是你,你让我在汹涌的潮水中得以解脱,得以自由
我不会问为什么
也不会掩饰你对我来说的重要
我会永远相信你
不会否认这真实的一切
看看现在的我吧
正在想着如何让你我的宁静继续
